<?xml version="1.0"  encoding="iso-8859-1" ?><rss version="2.0"><channel><title>Thoughts  Blog</title><link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/</link><description>All about me, times of happiness and times of sadness... </description><language>en-us</language><copyright>Copyright 2008 Blogs4me.com. The contents of this feed are available for non-commercial use only.</copyright><pubDate>Sat, 09 Aug 2008 05:44:01 EDT</pubDate><item><title>Not perfect but much better</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/37270/not_perfect_but_much_better/</link> <description><![CDATA[ &Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp; I opened my own account on Facebook and put some not-really-good pictures of me to my album. He told me to change them cos ]]> </description><pubDate>Sat, 09 Aug 2008 05:44:01 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/37270/not_perfect_but_much_better/</guid> </item><item><title>I feel so bad that just wanna scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/37012/i_feel_so_bad_that_just_wanna_scream/</link> <description><![CDATA[ &Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp; I'd like to be enough strong to escape from this relationship. Fuck! I can say over and over that I don't love ]]> </description><pubDate>Wed, 30 Jul 2008 03:47:49 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/37012/i_feel_so_bad_that_just_wanna_scream/</guid> </item><item><title>Ups and downs</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36988/ups_and_downs/</link> <description><![CDATA[ &Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp; Yeah, I haven't been here for ages! It only means that nothing changed. We sill have our ups and downs, like every relationsh]]> </description><pubDate>Tue, 29 Jul 2008 05:44:41 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36988/ups_and_downs/</guid> </item><item><title>Why does it hurt so much?!!!</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36401/why_does_it_hurt_so_much/</link> <description><![CDATA[ &Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;I have so many thoughts in my mind that really don't know what to write... I can't stand his presence here cos it ]]> </description><pubDate>Sun, 06 Jul 2008 11:03:10 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36401/why_does_it_hurt_so_much/</guid> </item><item><title>Will it ever finish?!</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36380/will_it_ever_finish/</link> <description><![CDATA[ &Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp; We keep arguing all the time.&Acirc;&amp;nbsp; From one side I want to keep this relationship and from the other I'm asking myself - what ]]> </description><pubDate>Sun, 06 Jul 2008 12:36:39 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36380/will_it_ever_finish/</guid> </item><item><title>Excuses</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36291/excuses/</link> <description><![CDATA[ &Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp; Ok, I'm really out. Enough. I wanted to book the tickets&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;for our holiday in Portugal. I knew he was upset cos ]]> </description><pubDate>Wed, 02 Jul 2008 08:16:49 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36291/excuses/</guid> </item><item><title>Out of sight, out of mind</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36230/out_of_sight_out_of_mind/</link> <description><![CDATA[ &Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;Yeah, we had another argument on Thursady:/ I took all my stuff from his PC and told him to delete my a]]> </description><pubDate>Sun, 29 Jun 2008 04:07:53 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36230/out_of_sight_out_of_mind/</guid> </item><item><title>I knew it!</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36153/i_knew_it/</link> <description><![CDATA[ &Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp; Yeah, he is upset cos of my internet contacts. He told me that our relationship&Acirc;&amp;nbsp; won't work like that cos he knows many ]]> </description><pubDate>Wed, 25 Jun 2008 06:26:40 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36153/i_knew_it/</guid> </item><item><title>Don't do nothing what you don't want to be done to you</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36143/dont_do_nothing_what_you_dont_want_to_be_done_to_you/</link> <description><![CDATA[ &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;       I've installed MSN and yesterday I spoke to one guy on i]]> </description><pubDate>Wed, 25 Jun 2008 07:52:09 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36143/dont_do_nothing_what_you_dont_want_to_be_done_to_you/</guid> </item><item><title>So good so far, but I'm worried about him</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36124/so_good_so_far_but_im_worried_about_him/</link> <description><![CDATA[ &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; It's really good between us, not perfect but nothi]]> </description><pubDate>Tue, 24 Jun 2008 07:52:14 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36124/so_good_so_far_but_im_worried_about_him/</guid> </item><item><title>Just happy</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36084/just_happy/</link> <description><![CDATA[ &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;          It's really nice to write here something optimistic c]]> </description><pubDate>Sat, 21 Jun 2008 07:01:42 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36084/just_happy/</guid> </item><item><title>Hopefull</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36058/hopefull/</link> <description><![CDATA[ &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; Everything is fine so far. Yesterday we had sex th]]> </description><pubDate>Fri, 20 Jun 2008 10:12:40 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36058/hopefull/</guid> </item><item><title>Happy end?</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36049/happy_end/</link> <description><![CDATA[ &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; We had another argument last night and we went to ]]> </description><pubDate>Thu, 19 Jun 2008 03:18:30 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36049/happy_end/</guid> </item><item><title>Helpless</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36025/helpless/</link> <description><![CDATA[ &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; He didn't go to work again. He says that he']]> </description><pubDate>Wed, 18 Jun 2008 03:30:49 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/36025/helpless/</guid> </item><item><title>Things that make us happy</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/35990/things_that_make_us_happy/</link> <description><![CDATA[ &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; What I can say is that last three days were quite nice. ]]> </description><pubDate>Tue, 17 Jun 2008 01:54:24 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/35990/things_that_make_us_happy/</guid> </item><item><title>Small, shy light in the tunnel</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/35956/small_shy_light_in_the_tunnel/</link> <description><![CDATA[ &Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp; I haven't written last two days cos we were sorting our situation out. On Saturday I was ready to say &quot;I'm sorry&quot; but actual]]> </description><pubDate>Mon, 16 Jun 2008 05:14:32 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/35956/small_shy_light_in_the_tunnel/</guid> </item><item><title>I miss him!</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/35891/i_miss_him/</link> <description><![CDATA[ &Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp;&Acirc;&amp;nbsp; That's strange. I hate him for what he's done to me and at the same time I just can't imagine that he's]]> </description><pubDate>Fri, 13 Jun 2008 05:53:15 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/35891/i_miss_him/</guid> </item><item><title>The biggest argument ever</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/35886/the_biggest_argument_ever/</link> <description><![CDATA[ &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; He went with Patrick to watch the game]]> </description><pubDate>Thu, 12 Jun 2008 07:21:41 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/35886/the_biggest_argument_ever/</guid> </item><item><title>Disappointed</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/35867/disappointed/</link> <description><![CDATA[ &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; He came back yesterday at 10.40 pm. No sorry, no nothing]]> </description><pubDate>Thu, 12 Jun 2008 05:39:22 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/35867/disappointed/</guid> </item><item><title>No hope...</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/35851/no_hope/</link> <description><![CDATA[ &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; He left home at 5 am. After work he went somewhere]]> </description><pubDate>Wed, 11 Jun 2008 04:35:45 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/35851/no_hope/</guid> </item><item><title>Confused</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/35837/confused/</link> <description><![CDATA[ &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;           I woke up and made him a breakfast. He's still upset and doesn't speak]]> </description><pubDate>Wed, 11 Jun 2008 12:54:53 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/35837/confused/</guid> </item><item><title>Stupid or just in love?</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/35828/stupid_or_just_in_love/</link> <description><![CDATA[           Yesterday I was pretty sure I can't be with him anymore and there is no chan]]> </description><pubDate>Tue, 10 Jun 2008 04:58:31 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/35828/stupid_or_just_in_love/</guid> </item><item><title>It's a hurt called love...</title> <link>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/35790/its_a_hurt_called_love/</link> <description><![CDATA[ &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;                I don't know if it's something wrong with me or with him. Just don't und]]> </description><pubDate>Sun, 08 Jun 2008 10:57:53 EDT</pubDate> <guid>http://kasia.blogs4me.com/35790/its_a_hurt_called_love/</guid> </item></channel></rss>